Tag: old friends

  • SHADOWS

    SHADOWS

    As I approach the river in the fog
    a heron takes flight, dark winged angel.
    “Good morning, Mom.” I say.
    Since her death, I greet
    each heron and feel blessed
    by the sighting. Mom’s love
    of nature saved my life.

    When sun sparkles
    on saltwater and I feel
    the wash of waves,
    Jamie, my summer brother, is near.
    As teens, we surfed September breakers
    then collapsed onto the sand
    laughing always
    laughing.

    All my old boyfriends are
    dead (except the one I live with.)
    Maurie, lifted his 6’4”
    frame into the boat like a wet otter,
    his homely face offset by
    a quick wit. His farm town
    roots were exotic to this suburban girl.
    He believed withdrawal would work.
    Good thing we broke up.

    John, a handsome bad boy,
    drove his dad’s T-bird.
    Had a wicked sense of humor.
    His mother looked like Bloody Mary.
    He was my first male obsession.
    He rose at Jamie’s funeral
    to hug me, share our grief
    for old times, old backseats
    old friends.

    Ann died last year. Forty years
    of friendship, knitting and laughter.
    Each project and strange new style
    prompts me to call her.
    Each knitting success is hers.
    In New Mexico, when Linda
    decided to drive - Ann and I
    jumped in the back seat.
    I am still laughing.

  • KNOWING THE LIGHT

    KNOWING THE LIGHT

    The way the light falls into my bathroom
    each morning in summer
    is known to me
    deeply
    like my name.
    I know it better than how to
    grow old
    retire or
    navigate social security.
    Its soft presence
    from the east, gently,
    predictably
    lifts me into the day.
    It’s only absent in storm
    but then still present in a
    diffuse way.
    Light, more faith than fifty creeds,
    daily holds me
    in its glow.
    Moving is not just a
    new baker, grocer, dry cleaner,
    a change in the way home,
    new paths
    to reach old friends,
    it’s a shift in how
    the world looks when I wake
    as I splash
    water on my face,
    how I see myself
    as I prepare
    to meet the world.
    It’s a change in all I know.
    The way the light falls into my bathroom
    each morning in summer
    is known to me
    deeply
    like my name.

     

     

    Published in Evening Street Review, Autumn 2012.

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  • LONG LAUGHTER

    No laughter resonates
    like that of women beyond
    need of make-up and reach of girdles.
    Ladies for whom wrinkles rank in importance
    well below the dog’s recovery from Lyme disease
    and driving the neighbor to dialysis.
    No humor is quite so funny as old friends’ jibes
    about each other’s foibles and failings
    or jests about sex more remembered than practiced.
    The stories sweeten with each repeat.
    No place is safer
    than one warmed
    by the laughter
    of friends.